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Saida El Boutayibi

I transformed my own life, from anxiety, lack, limitation, fear, scarcity, low self esteem, anger and depression into an amazing adventure.

I can remember coming back from my corporate job, feeling empty and drained, and numbing myself with medication and self medicating trying to be somebody that I was not and wondering why I wasn’t happy and what my purpose was anyway!

My entire life I was looking for approval outside myself. I got a Master degree in International Law, became the 'wise, smart' daughter with the good education and even married to fit in a life I did not want.

The social and cultural pressure choked me and no matter what I did, I never got the approval I was seeking for. 

On my journey to healing, I ended up in traditional talk therapy, talking about surviving sexual, physical and mental abuse. I realized that I was retraumatizing myself talking about this over and over and over!

My marriage was a disaster and I ended up in an angry divorce. After that divorce I left that life behind and ran straight into an even more damaging relationship. As if that was not enough, my son was taken away from me. I start loosing faith and confidence in myself. Isolated me from the outside world because I was full of shame, guilt and fear to be rejected for who I was.  

But no matter what I did to stop the suffering, the pain kept getting bigger, the masks didn't help and my mind wouldn't stop.

Until the point that nothing in the outside world could fill that gap inside of me. I was angry, sad and depressed but kept going, until I found myself in the hospital.

I was not only social, financial and emotionally broken, but now also mentally.

This was the lowest point in my life.


This unbearable place of emptiness was what moved me to take action. I started to invest in myself and stopped investigating in my past. 

I went from surviving to thriving. learning lessons, techniques, tools and gaining even more knowledge. That is how I overcame myself and my old story. 


I found everything that I was looking for outside of me, in myself.  And now I share all I learn to help other woman. I express my truth trough art, performing and dance. I freed myself from the past and guide peoples with the tools I used to become unapologetically me!


I found my authentic voice and fell in love with me and guide woman and man to find their authentic self and self love! The biggest gift, is that I am happy for no reason, just for being me and have this great opportunity called life. 


I got to become the person I truly am and create in my inner world that reflects back to me in every area of your life! 


And I naturally uplift and inspire others to do the same! 


This is how I give back and how I honour my journey and the journey of all life on this planet and beyond.


The entire planet will be uplifted by our individual transformation!


We are the ones that we are waiting for!



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